i'm in pain...

i still can remember the time when she teaches me accounting. i still can remember she's the 1 who makes me to love accounting at that moment. the way she teaches, even though with just chatting, still benefited me a lot for this subject. after a moment, i start to have feelings towards her.

but now the time has passed. she no longer teaches me accounting, neither chats together. and right now, something has really made me shocked! she has already been together with someone. i did confess to her about my feelings, but she rejected. i accept that, and i won't stop loving her. still, after knowing that she has someone right now, it's painful! i don't what else to say, and to do. all that i can do is seeing her happy, and being hurt inside. it's okay, if it would make her smile...