a dedication to someone...THIS I PROMISE YOU...

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you
Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you, baby

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
I promise you

mIsH yA alL...

ok, just wanna share a pic of my fell0w classmates. this pic was taken in the middle of training time preparing for the sam musical presentation. yet, n0t all of them are in that pic, since f0ur members were missing!

intr0ducing...

the girls( from left to the right):
dyana, yuki, maggie, iris, joo anne, lih fern, joanne, sherin, jie hui, alin, irna and maryam...

presenting...

the guys(from right to the left):
cheng wei, syafiq, dnyal(me), yad, faris and chang yang...

enlighting...

the missing members:
fl0rence, adibah, clarine, and j0yce...

the J-nine-ians!!!

sambungan perjalanan mendapatkan lesen memandu...(bhg1)

alangkah gembiranya hati ini!!!

tau knape?
ujian undang2 ari ahad ni ditunda!
hehehe...
ade ms utk study lg...:)
ceh, cm ye je nk study...=P

perjalanan mendapatkan lesen memandu...(bhg1)

hari rabu, 26 november 2008...

pergi ke melaka safety driving centre.
sampai agak awal, jadi pergi minum2 sekejap. minum milo lah!
beratur di kaunter, bagi cap jari. sekarang dah moden, guna alat elektronik. nasib baik tak kotor tangan[=P]
masuk dewan ceramah, daftar lagi.
0wh, dah ramai yang dah sampai rupenye, baru nak bangga[=P]
mula ceramah, ade ujian mate!!!
alamak, mane kaca mata aku???!!!=P
tidak mengapa, fullmarks aku dapat, tak payah guna spec lagi on the r0ad[=P]
mula ceramah dari pukul 9 pg smpi 3.30 ptg. of c0z ade rehat!

~selesai~

p/s:
ahad ni aku ade ujian undang2 jalan raye...
wish me luck!

uNdeSired aTmoSphEre...

i don't really acknowledge about what is going on! since i arrived at my h0metown, i can feel something uncomfortable. seems like i am really missing the environment and atmosphere 0f casa subang! 0f course it is totally different fr0m my h0metown, for i don't have much friends here [:(]. maybe i should give sometimes f0r me to adapt the changing atmosphere. sincerely, i really miss my friends, and everybody wh0 knows me; miss the rhythm of guitars, j0kes, laughter, and everything that i have experienced there! what ever you all have done t0 me, bad or go0d, i really miss them all! [:(] but no matter h0w, really h0pe that we can meet each other f0r the next semester! [:)]

tagged by dyana...

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

we're just friends...

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.

i'm speechless...

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

secret...

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?

secret also...

5. If he/she become your lover, you will…

c0uld it happen?

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…

treat her nicely...

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on…on his/her

no comment...

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is…

c0uld it happen?

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

secret...

10. The overall impression of him/her is…

i'm speechless again...

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

s0me might happy, s0me might get ann0yed...

12. The character of you for yourself is?

unkn0wn...

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

always speechless...

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

still lo0king f0r...

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.

they are a part 0f my vivid moment...

16. Ten people to tag:
1 aqila

2 nick

3 syafiq

4 zahid

5 laila

6 haziqa

7 zu(h2o)

8 radzi

9 shakira

10 rayhan

17.who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

icpu guys?=P

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

male

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

erk!

20. How about no. 5 and 8?

can't, because 8 is already unavailable...=P

21. What is no. 1 studying about?

SAm for accounting

22. Is no. 4 single?

ask him...

23. Say something about no. 6

emphasize co-0peration? she's a J2 student...

wHaT a Day!

omg, s0 really deadly tired after having the telematch. yet, helluva pain brings ab0ut heavenly excitement! yeah, 0f course we sam exams-faced students have t0 experience s0me enjoyment among us bef0re we retreat 0urselves t0 0ur 0wn h0met0wn this weekend, s0me have already left casa th0ugh ( sh0wing jealosy t0 shakira:D). but, this is the only time left f0r us t0 hangout with 0ur 0wn housemates, 0ur classmates, and 0thers as well (d0 lecturers included?:D). talking ab0ut lecturers, we can see h0w d0 they act am0ng themselves 0nce they are in a gr0up. s0me 0f us w0n't believe seeing them acting like kids! 0mg, there's once i saw when they rushed t0 the kfc eagerly with the extra-pr0vided v0uchers which supp0sed to be handed t0 the students, yet wh0 ask them(students) f0r n0t attending this event?!:D sincerely, i was intended t0 n0t attend this time-wasting event i guessed, yet i g0t the enc0uragement fr0m my h0usemates f0r i realized that they were really wanting t0 get int0 it! in my heart, i cried, "ok, let's just g0 with the fl0w". f0rtunately, the telematch was n0t as expected earlier, since i was really enj0ying that m0ment. what a day!:D

tErRiFyiNg reSuLts!

i didn't believe once i get the results for all five subjects in mid sem exams! really terrifying because i was expecting for better outc0me, yet it turned bad, and terrible, as if i didn't ever studying th0se subjects bef0re. s0, i am w0ndering, was i playing ar0und f0r wh0le this sem? was i didn't study hard and smart f0r the desired achievement? 0r it is just a life plays, giving us challenges and obstacles t0 be faced, nurturing patience and strength f0r us t0 impr0ve and bec0me humbled? yeah, i really h0pe that the third one would be the reas0n, as this unexpected life still will be going t0 pr0vide a long j0urney f0r us t0 walkthrough, and misteries t0 be unraveled...:D

t0 miss julianne...

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final day of exams...

reaching the end, was really excited...

yet, maths made my day turned helluva...

blanks here and there, saved inks to0 much...

yet, s0me were answered...

but are d0ubted whether or n0t it's its...

yet, just cried internally...

w0rrying f0r the upcoming results...

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continued with Malaysian studies...

yet, still had the same atm0sphere...

spaces alm0st all 0ver the pages...

yet, tried as much as capable...

with weird and freakish answers...

yet, just h0pe for the best result...

lecturers, please help me!!!

*no m0re exam-related p0sts, p0sting has already ended...

third day of final exams...

eager t0 have the final ended...

c0ncentrated studying until l0sing bag, taken by s0meone...

yet, it is in my hand n0w...

grateful t0 have the m0ney-giving bag back, since there is something valuable in it...

yet, still have t0 face accounting test...

clumsy and fears b0arded the atm0sphere, badly d0ne...

yet, let byg0nes be byg0nes...

just can't wait t0 have this helLuva week ended...

yet, one m0re post t0 be wrote...

sec0nd day 0f final exams...

eager t0 c0ntinue...

yet, ec0nomics's test was unlike the expected...

still were able t0 answer, with l0ng long elaboration...

yet, n0 extra paper pr0vided...

h0w t0 include left p0ints in that space-limited answer sheets?

yet, fully utilized the available 'resources', b0ttom and t0p of pages...

h0pefully, w0uld sc0re a high mark...

yet, it was freezing c0ld...

as if staying at the n0rth p0le...

yet, able t0 stand until the end...

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eager t0 continue...

yet, 2 h0urs 0f writing was really driving me crazy...

were able t0 finish it, are doubting on what has been d0ne...

yet, getting B in esl is in my hand...

h0pefully the highest of B...

yet, it is still B...

n0thing to be bent out of shape, just accept with what have i done...

yet, it was freezing c0ld, again...

it is the w0rst, since it was 2 h0urs...

yet, still can stand until the end...

once stepped outside, felt like a penguin walking under the sun...

yet, grateful t0 the h0tness...

but not all the time...

yet, this p0st will be continued...

wHat aBouT nOw...

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

first day of final exams!

eager t0 start!

yet, started with legal studies...

what the hell? late t0 get myself conveniently at the venue?

huh, lucky the exam had yet t0 begin...

yet, clumsy and perception-affecting attitude...

made me l0oked terrible...

yet, it was okay...

enjoy answering the questions, while busy counting future-guessed marks...

yet, the future will determine my result...

maybe early of next helluva week, since there's unkn0wned plans prepared for us...

yet, still have t0 be str0ng...

f0r finals have yet t0 end...:(

yet, this p0st has to be continued...:)

t0 alL saM sTudeNts July 08

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fAlL fOR You...

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

i'm l0siNg!

i don't know what had happened, just feel that i'm on da track of l0sing what have i owned before, what have i disc0vered before, what have i met in the past, and it's driving me into mourning b0arding atm0sphere! it's easy hurting anyone else's heart, yet it was something that i did, some mistakes that are almost unf0rgivable, and c0rrectable. through these mistakes, i'm l0sing my maturity, integrity, and bravery as well as the desired strength, especially f0r enduring this hardships-filled life. i'm n0t saying that i'm gonna c0mmit suicide, i mean i'm still sane t0 think about the precious life that our G0d has best0wed us. but, it is about h0w i'm g0nna face these heart-br0ken people, when i emerge into the real w0rld? for sure there are no 0ther places for me t0 run, and hide. this shameful and fearful soul has n0 one else t0 supp0rt (maybe there are, and maybe they are n0t really int0 it), s0 wandering around by acting nothing has happened, what a helluva mask i'm gonna wear? yah, maybe i just can try t0 get back and h0ld what's fading, yet i really don't kn0w what else can i d0 besides these ultimate-striving ways, which require l0ts of energy, and supp0rt!

what can i d0? is there anyone out there wh0 is willing t0 help me with these matters? are these heart-broken people would be willingly f0rgive me and shatter the wall between us for a new sun?(thanks t0 celine dion), is there anyone wh0 wants t0 share the strength that his or her owns, t0 supp0rt me striving f0r a desired ending?

the answers would be unleashed by the future, n0 one else may guess accurately, but everyone is always 0pened f0r h0ping a vivid result. and i h0pe the pers0n is gonna be you...

tO dYaNA...

s0rry for what i did t0 y0u bef0re.

s0rry f0r everything bad i did t0 y0u.

seriously, i d0n't wanna l0se a friend like y0u...:(