do not reject null hypothesis

all this while, i was always hoping for something which is not going to happen. honestly, i'm sick of being cheated-like as if i don't have feelings. promises are made, but none of them are made into real. i have been experiencing the first event which hurts me a lot, and i don't want this second-time-to-be hurts me once again. therefore, i have decided to stop hoping, and just continue enduring my life with what i am having now without regrets.