should i leave...

i know this post seems emo. but feelings can't be kept for a long time, even though you're as strong as a 'badang'. some people say, just let it out. some would say, just hold your tears because this is just a glimpse of life.

first thing i want to say, i'm sorry. i don't know how others see me as a friend. but in my perception, i'm 1 of the bad friend in the world. you may say humans are not perfect, so do i. but my imperfection is worst. i know myself so much, and i don't want the real 'me' to hurt others in many ways.

i had a dark history back then. i know i won't be able to vanish it from my memory. even i know that i need to change for a valuable future, but it's just that myself is not capable of doing it. to prevent it from happening, i should leave. that's the only way...

*when the sun shines, you can't differentiate between glass and water...