A nEw DaY hAs CoMe...

i didn't expect this to happen, instead i was hoping that it would be a real story of my life. yet, i should face the reality, that mounting hope which i have faith on is not going to be made into real.

of course i'm disappointed. agreeing that he wants to start a new chapter of life without remembering back the past, and asking for time to change himself and get ready for a new best friendship, but in the end he said that he just can't be as he was before.

the reason? 'just reflect back on what you have done'. excuse me? i thought you have said you want to start a new chapter of life without looking back at the past, and i have got your message saying that, but still you said that i'm at fault because of the past? are you fooling around with me?

i just can't accept the fact that he suddenly said that he can't fulfil and keep his promise, even though i have explained and reminded him of the risks, about my damn sadness if he broke his promise, but still he decided to do so. can't you imagine hurting my feelings?

at the first place, i decided to leave, but you're the one who said that you just need more time to change, and be ready for a new one. even i have said that i will be waiting for it. but then, it turns out that you're not able to befriend with me as before. if you just let me leave at the first place, i would be a lot happier now. what have you done?

it seems like i have to start a new life. real new life. i'm sorry if i have burdened you all this while, and this time i'll be leaving for real. i do appreciate what we have done and enjoyed during our friendship goes before. thanks for everything, FAREWELL...

*to the readers, i bet you will not know the reason why i have to leave. mainly it's about my perceptions and feelings, and that's why i have to do so...