reviewing post

yeah, it has been quite sometimes since my last post. since today is the end of March 2009, it would be better if i summarize all events which have happened during this period. i'll split it out into different parts. feel free to read through until the end of this post.

academic performance:

there's nothing to be proud of as my studies are concerned. yeah, it's not that i was being such a lazy asshole to do homework, assignments or whatever assigned by the lecturers. let's talk about accounting test, which was not well-performed by me. i'm not saying that i have given up on this subject, it's just that the progress is getting harder, and the lessons are turning me into ultimate confusion. maybe it's not going to take so much time having second suicide case at casa subang. (hello, i didn't mention or imply anything that i'll be that person ok =P). besides, legal studies and english studies also do not went in the best way, but i'm still breathing and walking on the right path, and has yet to fail in both subjects concerned earlier. what about maths? ok, since this is my favourite subject, i'm not going to badmouth about it, even though i was not performing so well for it, but i'm improving! last subject, of course it would be economics. i remember my presentation for this subject, and actually it turned out to be quite a failure. but, i was relieved since my marks for this media analysis are not so low (a blessing in disguise =P). owh, talking about presentation, i instantaneously refresh back about my esl mock presentation. at least, this one would make me feel better since i performed it very well, and i can feel how confident i was while standing in front of the audience, especially dr santha which is a straight-to-the-point lecturer, and fortunately there were no negative comments form her and the rest, but time management was not so good though. overall, i'm satisfied with it. =)

social performance:

i noticed somethings have changed about myself. i'm not going to mention it. but i kinda of feelling guilty and quite dissapointed about something since i have a feeling which can't or will not be able to become a reality. but if it is something which i'm able to feel, and experience, i'm very grateful and pleasured. sometimes, i have an instinct that this thought is a true-story assumption. but what can i say, maybe it will not go on that way. yet, i'll be always hoping for it to become reality, and i hope that the time will come fast [;)].

that's all for this post, we'll see what will be coming up after this, in April 2009...