dOa sEoRaNg KekAsiH...

oh Tuhan
seandainya telah kau catatkan
dia milikku tercipta untuk diriku
satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
titipkanlah kebahagiaan

ya Allah, ku mohon
apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

ya Tuhanku yang Maha Pemurah
beri kekuatan jua harapan
membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

ku pasrah kepadaMu
kurniakanlah aku
pasangan yang beriman
bisa menemani aku
supaya ku dan dia
dapat melayar bahtera
ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

ya Tuhanku yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendiri

akan aku bisa bahagia
walau tanpa bersamanya
gantikanlah yang hilang
tumbuhkan yang telah patah
ku inginkan bahagia
didunia dan akhirat
padaMu Tuhan ku mohon
segala...

doa seorang kekasih...

wHaT a BleSsiNg dAy!

i'm not really sure about the events happened made my day t0day a blessed one. since i was presenting f0r economy, this welL-perf0rmed presentation made me ultimately satisfied!!! i was quite clumsy while presenting, standing and presenting at the beginning. yet as it pr0gressed f0r a while, seems like i reached the enjoyment boarding atm0sphere and waallaaah~(thanks to qilah 'mamb0'...=P), everything went nice and perfect! it's driving me int0 m0re excitement once miss malini t0ld me that my presentation was ok though there was lack of presentation skills but i think p0sitively, that i made the best of mine for the presentation and i'm als0 satisfied with it, s0 there's nothing much t0 be w0rried about!=P

hAraPaN

harapan? apa yang anda tahu tentang harapan? apakah ia suatu kebaikan? atau kejahatan? atau apa-apa yang anda fikirkan tentang harapan, pada pendapat anda sendiri? walau apapun yang kita terjemahkan, satu konklusi hanya b0leh dicapai, kadangkala ia membawa berita gembira, dan kadangkala ia mengkhabarkan ssesuatu yang kita tidak inginkan. namun hakikatnya, manusia masih menaruh harapan, kerana mengharapkan apa yang mereka impikan, akan tercapai. tetapi, pernah atau tidak kita terfikir, apa akibatnya jika kita terus berharap? atau apa kesannya kepada kita, atau mungkin kepada orang lain sekiranya harapan itu tidak ditunaikan? tidak usah saya perincikan, kerana masing-masing ada penilaian dan persepsi sendiri. jadi, adakah menaruh harapan itu bagus? adakah menaruh harapan hanya mainan kehidupan? apa yang terngiang-ngiang di benak minda anda tentang harapan?

bukan niat saya untuk memburukkan harapan yang mungkin pernah membawa kebahagiaan dalam hidup kita, dan tidak terdetik dihati saya untuk memuja harapan yang menitiskan air mata sesiapa. tetapi, yang hanya saya inginkan adalah kesahan terhadap penyataan saya sebelum ini, apakah sumbangan harapan kepada kita? tatkala memikirkan kembali, saya berasa amat bersyukur kerana harapan wujud dalam senario perjalanan kehidupan kita, yang penuh dengan onak dan duka, namun, sebaliknya apabila harapan mengecewakan saya, menyebabkan saya terfikir, tidak ada gunanya saya berharap. apakah ini? adakah anda pernah memikirkan sedemikian tentang harapan?

walau apapun yang terjadi disebabkan harapan, ingatlah bahawa ia datang bukan semata-mata untuk menggembirakan, atau bukan semata-mata untuk menitiskan air mata kita, tetapi membawa perkhabaran yang tersirat, bahawa hidup ini menyediakan peluang kepada kita, bukan untuk mengulangi kesilapan atau kejahatan yang kita pernah lakukan, tetapi untuk kita memperbetulkan dan menginsafi kejadian sebelum ini, yang akan membakar semangat kita untuk terus berusaha, tanpa rasa putus asa.

jadi, diakhir rencana ini, telah terbit satu pendapat yang betul-betul konkrit untuk dipercayai dan dipegang. HARAPAN adalah teman, membawa kebahagiaan untuk menyenangkan hati kita, tetapi mengkhabarkan sesuatu yang menyedihkan, hanya untuk membisikkan kata semangat dan menyemai ketabahan dalam diri kita. 0leh sebab itu, hargailah harapan yang kita taruhkan, usah dek harapan yang tidak ditunaikan, kita terus menyalahkannya. kerana ingatlah, Tuhan Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk kita, dan seandainya suatu harapan yang kita impikan tidak tercapai, tetapkanlah hati kamu dengan berkata, "sesungguhnya, Tuhan tahu apa yang terbaik buatku, dan Dia lagi sedang merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik dari apa yang aku impikan sebelum ini..."

nO mOre sHoOtiNg!!!

wallaaah~(fierce qilah's tM=P) at last, we all have done with the sh0oting session f0r lan pr0ject, and it's time f0r editing!!! 0f course it would be n0t me t0 make it a c0mplete and finalised video, but still i'm the pers0n wh0 would help them in what matter (really?). as you alL can see, this is a picture 0f us, p0sing f0r the cover of our dVd case! haha, d0n't get jeloused. actually, it is a blessing in disguise, since we will n0t be able t0 see the other sides 0f 0ur classmates!!! hurm, really curious 0f what would they d0 if we extend the sho0ting session. the available recorded videos have already pr0ved that they acted like they were n0t themselves, meaning that alL this time we get t0gether, these actions are w0rth to be seen as those are n0t frequently and rarely sh0wed. there are s0me who act childishly bef0re, but this video would make you think twice, "is she really that mean???", besides, s0me wh0 are quiet in the class, n0w are really enj0ying and even dancing in this video. theref0re, you all sh0uld be eager t0 watch this as it would make you laugh out l0ud, tickled, yet enjoyed. d0n't miss it keyh!!!=P and credits sh0uld be given t0 alL malay J-Nine-ians f0r alL your supp0rts and co0perations thr0ughout this sh0rt-termed sho0ting and editing, filled with vivid and j0yfull moments. h0pe to co0perate with you guys again!!!

nO MoRe ieLtS!!!

finally, i have been through the m0st scariest event ever! haha, n0pelah, it was just ielts test, inv0lving listening, reading and writing c0nsequently. what am i feeling right n0w, n0thing! hah, don't kn0w why, maybe because i did well! [=P] arh, since ielts is 0ver, n0 more beautiful lecturer, ms chin! i'm gonna miss her s0 much, as she taught really well and effective i think. but actually, it is just a blessing in disguise. haha, f0r the next time, there will be n0 more eap! yet, for sure i have t0 concentrate on my other subjects, f0r the final exam for this sem is around the c0rner!!! still w0rrying about accounting and legal. huh, definitely i have t0 break my brains out since both subjects require deep understanding. in a nutshell, just kind of feeling relieved, and being on the g0 with t0nnes of assignments, and exercises as well. yet, i don't have t0 bent out of shape as i would be able sc0ring the best result if i study and struggle besides c0mmited t0 whatever i 'm doing. basically, right n0w is the time f0r enjoying h0liday, and f0r th0se who are hindus, happy deepavali!

jEnaKa kiTa...

Sepasang suami isteri mendapat peluang untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke luar negara. Oleh kerana tempoh pembelajaran memakan masa yang lama maka mereka sepakat untuk menjual harta yang ada termasuk sebuah rumah.

Lalu datang seorang lelaki yang agak berumur untuk melihat keadaan rumah. Setelah puas meninjau dalam dan luar rumah, lelaki itu bersetuju untuk membelinya.

Si suami tadi secara jujur menjelaskan tentang kedudukan rumah tersebut. ?Di sebelah barat terdapat sebuah kilang getah, manakala bahagian selatan ada kilang belacan dan di utara adalah tempat pembuangan sampah,? jelas tuan rumah.

Kalau begitu apa keistimewaannya jika saya membeli rumah ini,? tanya lelaki itu kepada tuan rumah.

Salah satu keistimewaannya ialah, anda boleh mengetahui dari mana arah angin yang bertiup,” jawabnya selamba

sahabat sejati

pernah atau tidak kamu semua terfikir sama ada sahabat sejati muncul hanya sekali dalam hidup kita? saya bukan sekadar terfikir, malah saya yakin, dan percaya bahawa kenyataan ini adalah benar dan sah. walaupun umur saya sekadar setahun jagung, masih belum mengenal dan buta tentang erti kehidupan sebenar, namun pengalaman selama 18 tahun inliah yang membuatkan saya tersedar, "ah, memang betul kenyataan ini".

hanya muncul sekali dalam kehidupan kita, sudah tentu kerana dia adalah orang yang teristimewa yang pernah berdampingan dengan kita, berkongsi suka dan duka, menitiskan air mata bersama, gelak dan ketawa bersama, berkongsi masalah dan pengalaman manis bersama, semua ini membuatkan kita berasa bahagia kerana bertemu dangannya. tapi apa yang membuatkan saya terfikir begitu adalah, selama 18 tahun saya berada di bumi Allah ini, hanya sekali saya dapat merasakan erti persahabatan yang sejati. tatkala kita sedih, pasti ada yang memberi sokongan dan dorongan, apabila kita menitiskan air mata, ada sahaja yang sudi mencemarkan jari-jari mereka untuk mengesat air mata yang mengalir di pipi kita, dan tatkala kita berjaya dan gembira atas kejayaan itu, pasti sahaja orang itu bagaikan orang yang paling gembira didunia, kerana melihat kita gembira dan berjaya. pernahkah anda mengalami semua ini selama kehidupan anda di dunia ini? bukan untuk menyalahi takdir yang sudah semestinya ditangan yang Esa, namun realitinya, pengalaman inilah yang membuatkan saya sentiasa kuat apabila mengenangkannya.

dan inilah yang saya alami disaat saya mencoretkan semua ini. sebak apabila memikirkan kembali, dan sedar akan ketiadaan dia yang suatu ketika dulu pernah menjadi penghibur tidak kira di waktu duka atau suka. hakikatnya, saya disini, bagaikan seorang pedagang, yang melayarkan bahteranya, namun sayang kerana tiada anak kapal yang menjadi teman bersuka ria tika di tengah lautan.

namun hakikatnya pada hari ini, sahabat yang pernah berada disisi, sudah jauh dimata, akan tetapi, kenangan dan pengalaman ketika bersama dengan dia tidak akan saya lupakan, selama-lamanya...

jEnaKa kiTa...

Seorang wanita memohon jawatan tukang sapu di MSC Cyberjaya. Pegawai di situ telah mengadakan temuduga dan meminta wanita itu menunjukkan caranya membersih lantai.. Lalu dia mengatakan “Anda diterima bekerja, berikan email anda, kami akan mengirim maklumat yang diperlukan.” Wanita itu menyatakan yang dia tidak memiliki komputer dan juga email. Penemuduga terus mengatakan bahawa tanpa email.. wanita itu tidak boleh diambil sebagai pekerja.

Wanita itu menerima keputusan itu dengan rasa kecewa dan hanya memiliki RM10. lalu dia pergi ke Supermarket terdekat dan membeli 10 kg sayur. Lalu dijualnya sayur tersebut dari pintu ke pintu dan habis dalam masa 2 jam saja. Dia mendapat untung sekali ganda.. Lalu diulanginya kerja tersebut dan menjadikannya sebagai pekerjaan tetapnya.. Setelah beberapa waktu.. dia mampu membeli Lamborghini dan mengembangkan perniagaannya dengan membuka beberapa supermarket di sekitar Kuala Lumpur.

Suatu hari.. dia terlintas untuk mengambil insuran untuk diri dan keluarganya… Dipanggilnya penjual insuran datang kepejabatnya…. Setelah bersetuju… Penjual insuran berkata.. “Minta email Puan…” “Oh.. maaf saya tidak ada komputer dan email” jawab wanita itu.

Penjual Insuran terkejut dan berkata “Aneh.. Puan mempunyai perniagaan yang besar, tapi tidak mempunyai komputer dan email. Bayangkan apa yang Puan boleh lakukan jika Puan memiliki komputer dan email.” Wanita itu menjawab: “Jadi tukang Sapu di MSC Cyberjaya”

v0iCiNg One'S oPinIoN...

i'm enjoying my l***-meandering m0ment. as i stated in my p0st bef0re, just feeling empty, and unsoul f0r it seems like i am really fall in l*** with her! yet, she's far, far away. and i'm here, continuing my life in a lawyer-making studies, facing diverse characters, multi-tasking assignments, loads of h0mework, and housework as well, since i'm living in comfortable apartment, [a blessing in disguise actually] s0, enduring this future-undefined life, requires us t0 be more energetic, and patient as it is full of hustle bustle b0arding experience, filled with vivid happiness, as well as tear-dropping mem0ries, which teach us t0 be stronger. h0wever, i'm not going t0 enlight this l*** t0pic back, but just want t0 headline a new and essential fact or philosophical 0pinion.

it is actually difficult t0 satisfy all kinds of players in this enourmous human-living dimension. once u tried t0 fulfil one's request, the other sides would feel dilapidated. yet, there is also some people who doesn't act wisely, f0r they keep condemning, pressuring and taking the others down just t0 satisfy his or her own uncontr0llable emotion. besides, they simply ign0res the fact that they should n0t ch0ose to s0cialize within a limited range, as they would dig their 0wn graves f0r acting like a picky creature, making your own w0rld, by simply neglect the people around them. they should realize the fact that they live in a diverse character-living w0rld, means that they should try t0 inv0lve the s0ciety around them in their own netw0rk, not just set your 0wn standards which the people have t0 fulfil, and finally end up with t0nnes 0f pr0blems relating t0 the society.

in a nutshell, we have t0 reflect ourselves in fr0nt of the mirr0r, realize the fact that not all humans are perfect, s0me make slight mistakes, some act in a bad manner, s0me still have their 0wn integrity, but the thing is we have t0 inv0lve the society, means that appreciating them, and accepting their 0pinions and behavior, as these would make you a better person and companian f0r those who are searching f0r valuable friends, and if you're the lucky 0ne, you should be very grateful, f0r you have already achieve the highest level 0f mankind, which is being a 'khalifah' and making this w0rld a peacefull and tranquil place t0 live, without any revenge and bad perspectives...

jEnaKa kiTa...

Seorang ibu muda sedang mengadu pada temannya,

“Aku terpaksa minta cerai dari suamiku.”

“Kenapa..?” tanya temannya kehairanan.

“Habis, hampir setiap malam kerjanya keluar masuk disko,” jawab si ibu muda.

“OOOOhh, jadi suamimu itu kaki disko lah yer.. ?” tanya temannya lagi.

“Bukan begitu..,sebenarnya dia ke sana mencari aku !” jawab si ibu muda.

InFiNitELy mIsS hEr!!!

i d0n't kn0w what has happened t0 me recently, it is just like i'm 'angau' once again. but luckily, n0t t0wards a new one, but the 0ne and only wh0 i l---, once up0n a time...[=)] yet, until this m0ment, my feeling t0wards her is ultimately uncontr0lled!!! it is kind of w0rrying me f0r i didn't expect it t0 be unleashed back... s0, in the meantime, i'm thinking 0f s0me ways t0 get us cl0ser, since she's studying in mesir!!!

i just recapped some sentences which i delivered t0 her, many of them through smses, as we were just finishing study in SBP--. you kn0w why? it's because this sacred feeling 0nly came up after that ending scho0l time!!! but actually, i have already l---d her since we were participating as a team in malay debating representing our scho0l. and 0f course, co0perating with her in a team was really a memorable experience, besides chatting about s0mething out of necessary t0pics [=)] i think, i was quite interesting in debate just because of her. she als0 used t0 encourage me t0 perf0rm the best, t0 win of course, yet the experience was much valuable... and i always lo0ked at her when it was me t0 debate, s0 actually she was quite inspiring me [=P]

remembering the past m0ment with her truly reflects 0ne of the happines in my life, i mean it's hard t0 find someone wh0 is c0mfortable and inspiring as she does. if you used t0 call my cellph0ne, and view this bl0g, the s0ng that i placed is just the same, 'when you look me in the eyes'... this is the s0ng which i dedicated t0 her, 0nce up0n a time... [=)] and still, and will always unleash my feeling t0wards her through this s0ng...

l0ve
y0u
always...=)

0ur j0kes...

A new client had just come in to see a famous lawyer.
“Can you tell me how much you charge?”, said the client.
“Of course”, the lawyer replied, “I charge $200 to answer three questions!”
“Well that’s a bit steep, isn’t it?”
“Yes it is”, said the lawyer, “And what’s your third question?”

dOne wiTh IeLtS...

fuh~ finally, i'm done with ielts speaking test [=)] i'm relieved right n0w, because i'm only just waiting f0r the next '0bstacles' which are listening, reading and writing test. it would be h0ld 0n this saturday!!! 0mg, can't say anything about the test, it's undescribable actually, f0r it's quite easy, though sometimes quite challenging. regarding 0n the speaking test which i have d0ne with it just n0w, it was amazing!!! i think surely that i have done well!!! [=)] just having some pr0blems with the interviewer, f0r he seems t0 expected t0 much fr0m me, even though he should know that i'm n0t really go0d at speaking in english, but still he acted like i'm very terrible!!! that als0 can't be f0rgotten as well when imagining back his reaction, and some (uwek) expression 0n his face. yet, it's quite fun f0r i had a very friendly interviewer, maybe this is contrary with my statement bef0re, but it's the truth... he seems arrogant, but actually, i could feel that we're enj0ying the c0nversation!!! plus, it's a f0reigner interviewer, s0 i'm feeling very grateful because, at last i had a chance, maybe the first bef0re i fly t0 aussie!!! [h0pe that i can make it] s0, f0r th0se who are g0ing t0 be interviewed, just be y0urself, don't panic and enj0y giving y0ur 0pinion for these would make you perf0rm better, and maybe the best shot of yours!!!

jEnaKa kiTa...

Satu pagi di stesen ketapi, ada satu makcik tu dia tanya petugas kaunter

Makcik : Anak, keretapi sampai jam berapa??

Petugas kaunter: Jam 2 Kedah, jam 5 Kelantan, jam 1 Penang, jam 7 Gemas. Makcik nak pergi mana??

Makcik : Makcik nak melintas aja.

s0 FruStRatInG!!!

n0 w0nder studying legal studies is painful and stressful [:o] can u imagine h0w frustrated i was when i attended the legal class??? we all are already getting prepared f0r a test, which is said t0 be the c0mmon test f0r this subject, yet when the lecturer stepped int0 the class and started distributing the question paper, we all g0t heart attack plus mighty shock as well... of courselah, he did say last week that he's g0ing to held a c0mmon test f0r us, and th0se who are scared t0 get knocked by him straight away struggled t0 'death'... but the end of the day, when we got the question paper, we all g0t shocked, and f0r me it was really ****... it's just a quiz for us t0 check our pr0gress on the subject!!! ceh, if i knew it bef0re, i won't get stressful on the weekend which was supp0sed t0 be enjoyed... i was like, want t0 thr0w t0nnes of st0nes t0 him (mr vijay)... but actually, serves me right because the questions are repeated, and i was quite blur answering s0me questions, but the end 0f the day, it's really h0peful, h0pefully... [=P] s0, m0ral of the st0ry, don't just study f0r tests, but study f0r your own gains and benefits, f0r a bright and guaranteed future, as i'm g0nna be a lawyer, s0 i should have this matter settled bef0re anything comes up and distracts my path t0wards the glory!!! wish me the best, and u'll be wished als0... [really?] =P

jEnaKa kiTa...

Seorang ahli silap mata mempertunjukkan kebolehannya di sebuah kapal mewah di lautan Caribbean. Penontonnya selalu berganti setiap minggu tetapi dia tetap mengulang-ulangi trik yang sama.

Masalahnya adalah: Seekor burung kakak tua yang pandai berkata-kata milik kapten kapal selalu melihat pertunjukannya setiap minggu dan menjadi tahu tipuan-tipuan yang dilakukan oleh ahli silap mata . Suatu malam ketika ahli silap mata membuat pertunjukan, si burung berteriak di tengah-tengah pentas.

“Lihat.. !! Itu bukan topi yg sama !!”
“Dia menyembunyikan bunga-bunga itu di bawah meja !!”
“Hey… semua daun terupnya,daun A !! “

Si ahli silap mata sangat jengkel tapi tidak dapat berbuat apa-apa.
Suatu hari kapal tersebut mengalami kecelakaan dan tenggelam. Si ahli
silap mata terapung2 di tengah lautan di atas sebuah papan bersama si
burung kakak tua.

Mereka saling pandang memandang dgn penuh kebencian tapi tidak mengucapkan satu patah kata pun.Ini berlangsung berhari-hari.Si ahli silap mata pun hairan kenapa si burung tak mahu terbang menyelamatkan diri.Setelah satu minggu, tiba-tiba si burung berkata “OK… saya menyerah!! Di mana kamu sembunyikan kapalnya ??”

pLaN fOr tHis wEekeNd!!!

hurm, of course i need t0 d0 s0me revision 0n legal studies, f0r on m0nday i have the first c0mmon test of this subject!!! eager t0 answer, but at the same time, nerv0us as well!!! nah, just f0rget my fear, and enj0y first!!! why n0t? t0day is Saturday right? s0, don't get stressful if i said i'm g0nna study t0morr0w [=P] h0pe t0 have enough time, because this subject can't be underestimated, it's difficult!!! s0, relaxation is the key, and i'm g0nna relax f0r t0day!!!

uLtiMaTeLy fRusTraTeD!!!

argh!!! it's driving me crazy day by day... just d0ne with the ieLts m0ck test, and you kn0w what??? i did badly!!! n0 wonder, because the s0und system isn't s0 h0peful t0 be pr0ud of... just blur hearing what the helL are the people is talking ab0ut... f0r some cases, i did hear it clearly, f0rtunately i mean... 0veralL, f0r me i think it's quite difficuLt!!! oh my g0sh, h0w am i g0nna d0 with the real 0ne??? f0r sure the place would be in the MPH... haa~, i'm l0udly crying here [:((] 0f course, this test is the 0ne that w0uld ensure where would we be in the future, either the best university, 0r the (ceh2) 0ne... n0w, i'm eager t0 kn0w my result, h0pefully still have chance t0 impr0ve, and getting better... just wanna sc0re the best and give the mighty best sh0t!!! wish me luck to0...[=P]

fRusTratEd+gRaTeFuL...

hurm, lo0ks like my dReam didn't c0me true...[=(] i have already t0ld y0u bef0re that i'm sure t0 sc0re the greatest marks for ec0nomy test right? lo0ks like it turns the 0ther way ar0und... i just sc0red 2* 0ver 35 [=(] i'm s0 dissap0inted yet quite grateful f0r i still have chance t0 get an A f0r ec0nomy test in dis final semester's test... i'm n0t blur 0r d0n't understand ab0ut the t0pic, it's just i did silly mistakes f0r misinterpret the questions and didn't answer pr0perly and completely... argh!!! just have t0 be more critically think ab0ut certain t0pics f0r this subject... never mind, still have time t0 refresh my mem0ry, and t0p up s0me missing ideas, and i'm ready f0r the battle!!![=)]

m0re tEsT tO g0!!!

haiyaa!!! g0t 0ne m0re tEst t0moRr0w... acTualLy, it'S jUst a m0ck test f0r ieLts sTuff, bUt stiLl a tEst wHat??? iT's quIte haRd beCause iT's inVolviNg lisTening, reaDing and wRitiNg teSt... hUh, It's reaLly imp0rtaNt f0r we arE abLe t0 apPly f0r a welL-kn0wn university 0nce you sc0re the best band... 0f coUrse u wIsh t0 furTher y0ur sTudy In a welL-kN0wn and eLegant unIverSity wHat??? h0pe tHat i dEserve It... [=P] s0, 0ne moRe reQuest fr0m tEst-adDicted sTudent [???] , wIsh me A go0d luCk!!![=P]

tHanK GoD...[:)]

fuh~...f0rtuNately, i cAn anSwer tHe quEstI0ns f0r thE ec0noMy tEst veRy2 welL [=)] The queStions sEem liKe to0 mUch, For i aLm0st uNabLe t0 comPletE th0se [=?]h0pe t0 sc0re the besT markS 0f tHem alL!!! wisH mE lUck thEn...[=P]

m0rE TeSt!!!

ish3...it's driving me crazy right n0w!!! t0morr0w i have ec0nomy test!!! but, actually i d0n't have any w0rry f0r the test [=P] yah, of courselah, because it's one 0f my fav0urite subject what??? h0pe to sc0re the highest marks 0ne more time [h03] plus, i have just finishing my study f0r this subject, s0 no w0rry at alL...(ceh) n0w, it's time f0r s0cial netw0rking!!!

AaRgHh!!!

i thought of it already, and it's true!!!...y0u kn0w what??? i sc0red badly f0r Malaysian studies [:(] huhuhu, so sad...but actually, serves me right because i even didn't study at alL!!!...hurm, maybe just did a little skimming, so that's why the result turns that undesired way [=P] h0w t0 study lan? once y0u take a lo0k at the n0tes got fr0m bb7, even just for a while, you might get stressed 0ut, because the n0tes are damned l0ng!!! it's kind of wierd for the lecturer previewed the less0n's slides, which are more simplified than her n0tes!!! seems like having history, getting back t0 secondary scho0l(fuh~) but, stilL c0mpulsory f0r me t0 sc0re this subject what??? as i'm taking law course, s0 i should be m0re inf0rmative about Malaysia right??? hurm, p0or me [:(] in a nutshell, just try t0 put the best eff0rt to score the best result if y0u don't want ending by regreting on what y0u have done in the past...

ReNunGaN...

orang yang berilmu itu selalu menang dalam pergaulan kerana dia mempamerkan senyuman apabila dicaci, lemah lembut apabila dihina, diam apabila dimarahi, dan membalas kebaikan apabila orang membuat kejahatan...

gLaD tHat iT's OvEr...

not all that glitter are golds...

not all that shine are diamonds...

but friend will always be friends...

hAte tHeM!!!

i ultimately hate THEM!!!

n0 space to breath...

no time t0 spend...

just hate THEM!!!

oUcH!!! tHaT's hUrT...

haiya!!!what happened? who's finger is this? of course my classmate, *****...po0r him(clue)...that's why your mum said not to play with STAPLERS!!!hoh0ho...served you right...(so mean...)actually, this happened during the maths class, at the time when we had to submit the exercises on derivative function (what's that again?)...of course maths' questions do use several papers to answer those right? so once completed, we have to staple it together...then, my 'naughty' classmate was eager playing with the stapler when his finger get stapled until bleeding...u can see the blo0d right? the red one( of courselah)...actually, we, the guys just laughed at him...why not? one also could get hurt using stapler what???=P...hahaha!!!but it is just an injury by minor dangerous to0l what?...that's why it seems funny!!!lol...=P...it's ok, everything is fine n0w, no need t0 have medical check up, no need t0 lay in a ward, no need t0 use medicines...don't be so worry because it didn't hurt at all, for him laa as he was a 'small' soldier(one more clue)...=P...wish the best luck for him, ok?...cau...

A nEw DaY hAs CoMe...

i was waiting for so long
for a miracle to come
everyone told me to be strong
hold on and don't shed a tear

through the darkness and good times
i knew i'd make it through
and the world thought i had it all
but i was waiting for you

hush now
i see a light in the sky
it's almost blinding me
i can't believe
i've been touched by an angel with love

let the rain come down and wash away my tears
let it fill my soul and drown my fear
let it shatter the wall for a new sun
a new day has come...

i'M s0rRy, nIcK haZwAnI...

i'M gEtTiNg wOrSt...

i don't know what happen to me recently, just like i don't have any mood to carry on this mean life...:(...i feel like my strength is fading, away and far away...and possibly it won't come back, unfortunately...po0r me...if anyone wants to encourage me, i really appreciate it because i'm losing myself, drowning in falsehood, wandering in the dark, all alone...help me!!!:(

alL AlOnE...

if i had but two little wings
and were a little feathery bird,
to you i'd fly, my dear!
but thoughts like these are idle things,
and i stay here.

but in my sleep to you i fly:
i'm always with you in my sleep!
the world is all one's own.
but then one wakes, and where i am?
all, all alone.

sleep stays not, though a monarch bids:
so i love to wake ere break of day:
for though my sleep be gone,
yet while it's dark, one shuts one's lids,
and still dreams on.

rAyA sPiRiT iS faDiNg aWay...

what else can i say??? it's totally true that time is unstoppable...and what ever starts will end so0n...wa!!! why does it same goes to raya??? don't wanna go back home!!!...o0pss, i mean casa subang, my second home...:(...wawawa!!!...yet, i also think that it's gonna be great after this because my friends and i especially muslims are able to g0 out for lunch t0gether!!!...hoh0ho...actually, i just wanna ask all of you guys, HOW'S YOUR RAYA???...mine is not so joyfull...:(...since some of my relatives are celebrating everywhere all over Malaysia, it seemed no excitement when going back to my h0metown...just a few family members were gathering at that time...actually, it would be better if celebrating among big crowd...but, what else can i do, they have their own family to0, so just let it be...:(...as a concluson, to all members of BANI HASHIM, it's c0mpuls0ry to get back to melaka next years!!!...i'm serious, n0 joke...huhuhu...=P