bila orang lain adalah orang lain...

ingat aku ni tunggul???

sometimes, doubt is a fact...

just a short post for this time...

since i don't have much mood to type, n tell all of you about what had happened today...

yeah2, i guess you guys can predict what was happening...

especially, since today is the day i'm taking legal studies test...

what i can say is my mark for the test is gonna be low...

trust me...:(

beyond the horizone...

actually, this post is typed in order to release some tensions and relieve myself, besides occupying golden times with necessary work(as if i don't have any homework=P). this idea of posting such a boring and simple post is just appeared accidentally in my mind, while staying in my room. realizing that i didn't have posted any in this few days before, so i decided to have one so that my blog will be updated. ok, let's stop with this messy introduction and lengthy heading. let's go deeper in my post.


yeah2, as you all can see at the above, that is my legal short response test which we lawyer-in-the-making had last week. nothing special about this test, it's just the story of some law students getting full mark for the easy-so-called test. yeah, i admit it, but it's quite terrifying because, hey! it's legal studies ok!

just wanna clarify something, i'm not bothering myself taking picture of this excellent-answered paper for making you guys proud of me, but it's just that this thinking has popped into my head this night. a question which i'm probably difficult to answer(though i can answer the test well). "how marks will i be getting for the upcoming test?". now, it's kinda hard, and also deadly terrifying since we're gonna take the extended response test, which means essay-writing test, of legal studies!

ok, honestly i would say getting a high marks in the first test, it will definitely drive you crazy, and clumsy since the lecturer most probably are hoping the best of you for the next test. for some reasons, i have started doubting on my capability facing the test. even with slight mistakes, it would drag your marks as low as you guys can't imagine. yeah, this time is a bit challenging, since i'm a bad handwritter, and she, the lecturer said earlier during the class today, that it's all about impression. yeah, this is a subjective type of questions right? even if u give few points, complete with examples and required explaination, you'll get higher marks than the others who wrote over-loaded ideas and points, yet unsatisfying the marker due to bad handwritting. "what should i do?".

clearing the clouds...

sejak aku highlight rambut aku ni, memang banyak pendapat yang aku dengar. aku tak nak panjangkan cerita, and aku da buat satu keputusan.

sebelum tu, just nak bagitahu macam mana aku boleh buat keputusan macam tu.

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aku ada seorang kawan dekat Jordan, dia sambung study dekat situ.

aku dah mintak tolong pada dia untuk carikan jawapan untuk masalah aku ni.

and baru tadi dia bagitahu aku.

ni jawapannya...

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kalau guna bahan pewarna kalis air, memang wudhu' tak sah sebab air tak kena rambut...

kalau guna bahan pewarna serap air, memang wudhu' sah...

tapi, even warnakan rambut dan pewarna tu serap air, means rambut akan kena air, tetap dikatakan sebagai haram...

kenapa?

sebab, air yang kita gunakan untuk mengambil wudhu' tu diibaratkan seperti air yang dicuri...

(jawapan ni menurut seorang ustaz di Jordan)

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jadi, aku pun da buat keputusan untuk memotong rambut aku esok hari, pendek2, sependek yang mungkin, supaya wudhu' dan solat aku sah dan diterima oleh-Nya...

*terima kasih atas komen2 yang diberi, yang baik sehinggalah yang buruk. tapi, semua tu tak penting sebab apa yang penting adalah menjadi muslim sejati(insyaAllah)...

should man has something to say...

yeah, this problem really drains me into ultimate distraction. since i have highlighted my hair, everyone starts to open their mouths as if it's a world crisis. every single person has opinion to express, to argue, to agree on what have i done. i'm not specifically mentioning or talking about particular people, as if this community is just yourself. so far, i heard many comments, irritating till encouraging, but that's not what i wanna discuss here.

no matter what have u said to me, i always take it into consideration. but, commenting and insisting is not a same case. some of this people comment as if it's an obligatory to be heard, and followed. why are they still existing in our society, being a neighbour of others, but not accepting ones freedom to express themselves? it's even worst when it comes to their own close friends, they can just shut one eye. yet, still wanna make changes on others' action, which should not be condemned but accept.

besides, it's not guilty to express their own interests right? you know why? that's why learning legal studies is an advantage to defend yourself. this expressing is known as fundamental human rights, where everyone could live freely and conduct their normal life, doing stuffs that they want to. but the problem is, they're making fuss on this basic rights by saying that the majority of the society won't accept you with your new hair. what the heck? even the representatives of the people of losing party can still sit in the parliament, voice out their expressions, and why on earth this kinda people can not practise that?

it's not about majority or minority, where everyone should have the same interests and be stereotypical society.

is this action taken by me an unacceptable behaviour? i'm sorry to say but you're totally wrong. if you're thinking so, then why don't you make a law so that everyone can not highlight, or dye their hair? would your comments be satisfied? sure i guess, if that's what you want.

aku kena lagi!!!

baiklah, sememangnya payah if dapat sseorang lecturer yang always making fuss on something small. tapi, apa kan daya, cubaan...

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semasa kelas dr. santha, aku kedepan untuk melekatkan kertas mahjung untuk presentation. if nak lekatkan, mestilah kena gunakan pita selofan. so, kitorang pun diarahkan untuk menampal semua 6-6 kertas mahjung untuk presentation. tapi masalahnya, agak berjimat jugakla dr. santha ni, tapi aku rasa mungkin sebab dia ni tangkai jering(:D). korang tau apa yang dia bilang? "just use a 1 inch selophane tape, n cut it into 2 pieces, and just paste it at the top right and left". lihatlah, sifat yang kononnya nak save environment, ke nak save budget?(:D). and then, after a while, dia tanya aku something, "danial, what have you done to your hair???". aku pun jawablah, "i highlighted it". dan korang tau apa dia balas? memang serangan balas yang amat berbisa! sebab dia seems like infringing my right to live freely and conduct normal routine (according to social cohession). "it's terrible!", that's what she said. and i realise that some of my friends were laughing behind. it's ok, today is yours, but not tomorrow and consequent days!!!(grrr)

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kesimpulannya:


*just be yourself, ignore what others have to say about you. no one can decide on what is the best or the worst of your life.


*to dr. santha, i respect you as my lecturer, but when it comes to such infringement, and condemnation, i'm quite dissapointed having you as my mentor...

i wonder...

should i give up on something that is important for me???

is it okay?

i'm weak...

even the ants are stronger...

teruk!

macam tak pernah belajar additional mathematics masa sekolah menengah...

basic questions pun aku dah menggelabah...


*honestly, baru hari ini aku tahu apa itu domain sebenarnya...

hari ini...

hari ini seperti hari yang aku inginkan...

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